BP 89 - Becoming Open (an intimate conversation I had with Jesus a few years ago)
Me to Jesus: “I’ve been told by many that I’m Too Intense… that the intensity with which I face each moment is overwhelming to those who observe it.” Jesus to Me: “Does that bother you? Or 'other' you” Me: “It did—years ago—but only for a moment. And then something else kicked in.” Jesus: “What was that.” Me: “Me. I (that is, Y-you in Me and AS Me) kicked in. And I decided then and there that I no longer cared if my life disruptively shook awake those around me. In this world, I’m A Solitary One—even when I’m around those I love and who love me—and I’m content with that. Through The Way and Power of Divine-contentment, I opened myself up then, I open myself up now, and I’ll continue to open myself up in the future. While I’m uncovered of falseness, I’m covered in Truth by and with Y-you. Paradoxically, in uncovering myself, I found then, and I continue to find now, an impenetrable sheltering in Y-you and in my True Self, which was created and then recreated in Y-you...